Not going to lie. I’ve been living in my own pity world for the past few months. Experimenting, complaining and whining. Not once did I truly appreciate the privilege I have, on just about anything. Constantly been taking the wrong opportunities, and not taking any responsibility. I guess it took a lot of harsh words to make me finally realize it: you were right, every last word of it. I’m sorry I kept half assing every attempt for you, I’m still working on it.